Walls

Its hard to ever trust people, and thats the issue I always seem to have, and now I understand why, when you trust people too much they take it for granted and turn around and stab you in the back. I guess i have got to put up my walls again and be skeptical of who I let into my life, friendship and relationship wise.


Never take a true friend for granted, they may be harsh and tell you like it is but at the end of the day they always got your back. Once they are gone thats it.

Loss of a grandfather!

So I have been through a lot these past two months. I lost my grandfather on my mom's side June 2009, and now I have lost my grandfather on my dad's side July 2009. So I have lost both grandfathers back to back, and it seriously sucks.

It has been really hard and at times I find myself questioning God as to why he took them already, and why he couldnt have just made them better and heal them of their sickness so that they could live on to see at least 100. I dont understand it at times why things happen, but i guess they have to happen for a reason.

It sucks to lose both so close together, and i know its going to be hard for a while, but i have an amazing best friend who is awesome and has been there for me it sucks that we live in two different places, but she is truly awesome.

I dont know how i am going to be after the funeral but i have been closed off from family, because i just need me time. I am afraid that i may go into a depression and i dont know what could happen.

This truly sucks and i am tired..................

Polyvore!

Ok, so I have been hearing alot about Polyvore, and I honestly didnt know anything about the site, so I decided to see what this site was about, and why so many of the fanfiction writers were using the site to post their outfits, or put together their outfits for their stories. I didnt know what it was or what it entailed, and I let it go.

But it continued to nag at me, and I decided to sign up for an account. Well.........that was the wrongest thing I could have done.

I am now addicted to Polyvore. Not even going to lie. I cant stop going on it, and making sets or favoriting sets, or putting together outfits. Whoever came up with the site, is totally awesome and I am glad that they did it.

I told my cousin about it and finally she has now joined it as well but I doubt that she would be in it as much as me.

Thats it for now...........i'm off to do some more meshing, matching, mixing, and just randomness on Polyvore!


Peace out!!!!!!

Hi.....

Um...... I guess I'll just start off my first blog with hi. I am kinda new to this so I dont really have anything to say right now. But I guess this is for me to say how I am feeling and to post my stories, or thoughts. So I guess as I go along I will add more to this.